What am i feeling ?

Why are these fcking tears coming down ?
am i stupid ? did i let them take advantage ?
but dat is not how i feel.
i just feel alone.


i feel so frustrated these days.
ended up, making me feel so grumpy and moody.



i must not be selfish.
because i know dat he cannot always pei me all the times.
he must spend time with his frens too.
as a girlfriend, i cannot control him cuz he has his rights too.


but why my heart feel so heavy ?
why do i feel unwanted ?


den why are the tears here for ?


i know i have been rili emo these days.
im sry dat i have to put u through all these nonsense.
im sry dat i cannot make u feel happy all the time.
im sry dat i cant be ur ideal girlfriend.
im sry dat i am not perfect.