Pain.

today while in school, while i was tie-ing my hair
i've realized dat my newly pieced earhole was without an earring.
and to my horror the hole was nearly closing.
i quickly took out a earring from my other piecing and put it in the newly pieced
and FUCK !
its damn pain !
its closing but practically i have to force its way into the hole

hell, i've never experienced such great pain in any of my piecing before.
i even scream.
imagine.
it still hurts whenever i touch it.

damn.
i've always have problems with the 3rd piecing.
last time, when i got the 3rd piecing on the other side,
it came with a fever and i ended up in the clinic.

and the doctor was damn rude lah okay !
all he did was asking me
"Are you sure u didnt take a needle and piece dat thing urself ?"
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wat m i ? stupid ?! den i said no and he replied,
"U sure ? cuz its so badly done."
he's sooo mean !!

den he said the stupidest thing a doctor can ever said.
he laughed and said
"so when are u gonna piece ur nose ? den after piecing ur nose u'll come bak here and see me. hahhaha."

my mum, being the most supportive mum said,
"exactly ! i told her not to piece but she doesnt listen. haih.. teens these days arh.."

see what i mean ?
he's damn mean !!

hmp !
even if i piece my nose and it got infected, i'll not come and find u.
i'll make sure that i'll to the next door clinic right infront of ur face.
and and !
i'll give him tip !!

den he went on saying how 'not a good girl' i am just becuz i fcking got more than 1 piecing.
its my life okay, not urs.
u dun nid 2 tell me how to live it.

People always blame the younger generations.
But have they stop and think.
Who raise us ?

Go away.

My past is fcking hunting me.
i dunno how long more can i take this.

The city of love.

i cant help but wonder why do we name the wet, full of saliva, out-of-breathe, head turning, sometimes led to orgasm kiss.

okay. sry. imagine i never mentioned the orgasm part.

why is it called

FRENCH KISS ?

actually, i personally feel that its racist to say

"Babe, u r so good in french kissing; makes me wanna eat you whole up !"

its actually racist but in a good way..

but still ! its racism !!

why dun be call it something like erm, Malaysian Kiss.

Malaysian kisses are oso not bad wat !

French might say,

"What is wrong with calling it French Kiss ?"

Well, duh lah. it'll make you guys sound like the world best kisser.

Maybe we really call it French Kiss because the French ARE rili good in kissing.

plus their Paris and hot slang that they have,

There is really no doubt that they are erm, romantic ?

but i didnt really heard got things about French before,

all i heard is that they are the worst tourist in the world.

*According to Yahoo ! Travel*

They are arrogant.

And they dont bath. and they stinks.

apparently, they put french rolls under their armpits while they cycled around Paris.

but i'll say,

GOOD WAT ! EXTRA SALT !

When the wind is blowing at your face...

I am totally addicted to "To Make You Feel My Love" right now.
eversince Kris Allen performed it on AL, im stuck to it.
The verse that struck me the most :
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love
damn romantic.
goosshhh !! it makes me see butterflies and rainbows and fireworks !
i have listen to this song nonstop for 6 times
and i am listening to it right now.
the original and Kris Allen's version is the best.
dun need to search more.


today was just like any other day.
went out with hubby.
walk.shopping.eat.
most the shirts are not the kind dat i was looking for,
so didnt manage to buy anything.
went home at 2 something cuz hubby had to go play volleyball.
didnt wanna make me feel bored so asked me to go home first.


came home.
mum announced dat dad and her going out.
so ta pau for sister, me and Duchess.
ate at 8 something, bath at 9 something.
watched Russell Peters while eating dinner.
nearly fell down from the chair from laughter.


gah ! the song ended
REPLAY !!

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damn, im so in love with this song.


I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
(no) There's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love


if a guy sang this to me
i'll cry.
I swear i'll fall down to my knees
and ask him to marry me
after all, he said he would do anything to make me feel his love right ?

Let Freedom Ring !

exam is finally over.
and im giving thanks to everyone whu had supporting me through this tough fcking asshard time.
i would like to thank to my bitch, Duchess for the constant annoyance.
i would like to thank my laptop whu always without fail was there to cheer me up.
i would like to thank American Idol as it gave me an excuse not to review. :D
i could not have survive without u.
your support would forever will be kept in my heart.
and lastly, i want to say sry to myself for allowing this depressing time to happen to me.
blah ! as if i got a choice.


exam was okay.
for the first time, i knew how to do maths and chem.
tq hubby for spending his time trying not to throw me out from the window when i told him i still dun understand after a long explanation.
so, i do really hope that i dun fail.


After exams, went to KTV with cathy, erich, jenny and cherry
they didnt have the mood and either was i.
the scenerio ?
they are singing in mexican and i dun understand shit.
so i just ended up sitting or rather layying down at the corner.
erich was having trouble with his mic
he claimed that he cant hear himself eventhrough he is with a mic.
jenny tried to explain dat it is normal for 1 person to not hear himself.
being frustrated, erich took out the cover of the mic.
and sang through the naked mic.
naked cause its like the mic not wearing any clothes.
damn kua zhang de !


ended up, all of us were feeling so high.
after ktv, we went shopping
where i pieced my ear again !
$10 fly.
so now i've got 4 piecing on the left ear and 3 on the right ear.
im planning to piece at least 1 more on each ear, but on the upper part of the ear.
dun rili feel like doing it here, so planning to piece it in dragonfly again.
somehow, i feel safer there.


tmr going on a date with hubby !
long time didnt went on a date wit him already.

White Valentine.

Happy White Valentine people !

so apparently Valentine's Day is the day where girls gives present to guys.
And a month later, guys are suppose to return the love.
And dat day is called White Valentine.

Believe it or not, I've oni heard of White Valentine this year.
a week before Valentine's Day.
my opinion about White Valentine ?


completely BULLSHIT.

As if people dun spend enough money on Valentine's Day,
now they have White Valentine somemore !
wah sai ~~
completely waste of money lorh !!


My first reaction when i found out about White Valentine was,
"WTF MUST GIRLS GIVE GUYS FIRST ?!"
If guys give gurls 1st, den gurls give back oso not so bad.
Guys should be romantic marh !!

You might say that im old-fashioned.
okay, maybe just MAYBE im a little bit old-fashioned
but ! i bet most the gurls feel the same way !

Maybe that's because im not a really big fan of Valentine's Day
Its good to receive presents, gigantic bears and red thorny roses
But to me, Everyday is a Valentine's Day with him.

So in conclusion, based on Professor Lola's observation,
I therefore concluded that White Valentine is a completely waste of time,
because my hypothesis states that
If there is another Valentine, then the human race would spend more necessary $$$

Now who said im not good in science report ?!

What am i feeling ?

Why are these fcking tears coming down ?
am i stupid ? did i let them take advantage ?
but dat is not how i feel.
i just feel alone.


i feel so frustrated these days.
ended up, making me feel so grumpy and moody.



i must not be selfish.
because i know dat he cannot always pei me all the times.
he must spend time with his frens too.
as a girlfriend, i cannot control him cuz he has his rights too.


but why my heart feel so heavy ?
why do i feel unwanted ?


den why are the tears here for ?


i know i have been rili emo these days.
im sry dat i have to put u through all these nonsense.
im sry dat i cannot make u feel happy all the time.
im sry dat i cant be ur ideal girlfriend.
im sry dat i am not perfect.

@____@

finally ! a pic wit hubby after such a long long time. its not dat we dun like taking pics, we just... dun look rili good in them. so apparently, some ppl r born with the disabilities of taking ugly pictures. yay. didnt get piggy back from him for so long edi. this means, LOU GONG ! I WANT MORE PIGGY BACK ! :D

and to any1 whu is gonna say "he looks more like ur bro lerh !"

HAHHAHA.

do me a favor and go fck yourself. i hate it when ppl say dat. i noe im short, dun nid to tell me dat. i noe he's tall, dun nid to tell me dat. so wat if i like like taller guys ?! and no, we DONT look like bro and sis.

i've not been blogging cuz my life had been dull, boring, unstandable. not only do we nid to pass 2 project at the same DAY, but exam's next week. so not onli have i not review, i did my nails and erm.. yah, dats pretty much it. see wat i mean, dull !! nothing much has been happening. so in short, i gotta create more drama to my life to keep me from stoning into space.

But at least something did happen today...


Jenny wanted to go to the CR after IT class. so i being the good fren teman her lah.. usually, the toilets door are closed even if there is no freaking person there. so jenny open the door and checked if there was any1 and maybe, just maybe today was her lucky day. so anyway, she opened the door and..... to her horror....

the cleaning lady was in the bathroom. yes, she was already sitting. yes, she was "doing" her business. yes, her pants was down. no, i DID NOT see anything way doooooown there. pls lah, im not dat gross.

so Jenny, being "consederate" let out a small scream and quickly close the door and rush to the other toilet while i was TRYING SO SO HARD to control the laughter. although the cleaning lady doesnt understand cantonese, but i dun wanna make her feel uncomfortable marh !!

den, a teacher arrive. and like jenny, she open the door, this time opened the door wider than jenny. i swear, i almost laugh my ass off ! now, the thing is....

WTF is wrong with the cleaning lady ?! any1 in their right mind would THINK about locking the door after some1 accidently open the door ryt ? but she continued to let the door open and not locked until another victim comes by. Be more consederate woman ! omg.. paiseh paiseh..

why must treat ppl like this lerh ? Why must treat urself like this lerh ?!

lesson learned : Like grandma always said, always ALWAYS locked the door when u're doing ur business. if u dun wanna lock it... Oh for God's sake ! just freaking lock the door lah.

my ass is frozen.

its fcking cold these days. it was sunny last week and i was wearing short sleeves so why oh why u ! winter, came bak !! nothing to do arh ! you're just a fcking sadist whose enjoy seeing ppl's butt touching the toilet bowl and shout....

"SWEET MOTHER OF LORD !!!"

i, representing all of mankind hope dat u winter, u would be defected by spring and everything under your spell would be ruin. trees would gain their hair bak and i dun fcking nid to wear 3 clothes anymore ! u wait and see lah, u stupid !@#$%^&*


*ahem. *embrassed smile*


went to Anna's house for Youth gathering today. everyone was there, miss them. didnt see them for a week ! we played games and made our own err, mini something-i-dunno-how-you-call-it.


for some reason, when Jason started to make his mini pizza, everyone came buzzing him.


Go Allison !


Anna and i. after taking tis pic, we ran our way inside. it was fcking cold.


Margeate with her pizza. she never smile for pictures. =="



having exams next next week. i think. im not sure when it is. so might not be blogging so much. cuz me being the ultimate good student is absolutly trill for the exam dat i'll spend every second of mine reviewing.

hell no ! screw exams.

Love is actually all around.

watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.
DAmn ! its a good movie.
i'll give it rank 9 over 10.
yes, i do feel its dat good.

its due to :
- wonderful cast
- great dialogues
- made me used up 5 pieces of tissues.

The end part was amazing.

This is what we call true love.



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Im 16 already.
feel so old.
bday okayokay bah..

but his present is most special.
although its not big, but its meaningful.
tis proves that big presents doesnt mean its the most meaning.
the most meaningful present is the present of the heart.

i wanted so badly to posh a picture of it, but he didnt 1 people to see it so.... :(

put all the blame him. its not me. its him.

老公, 谢谢 ！！